While I can't have you, I long for you.... Just as I had you, I want to have you more.....
In those dark nights I want shadows to fall by the candles lit by you. With the soft music in my ear smoothing my thoughts, I just so want you beside me, making me see to look at the world, to see all around me. That invisible feeling, which the warmth lit up, taking away and replacing my heart, giving me new found hope. Those night with those lights, I would wake up in middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blanket and feeling the heat of your body next to me. I turn around and see you in your most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state. I breathe as though the weight of the worlds lays no more on my shoulders alone, but you are to share. You would smile, and I will kiss your face in the most gentle manner, so as to not wake you. I turn my back around and an involuntary grin forms on my face, then were I feel an arm wrap around my waist and here's when I know it can't get any better then this night, this time with candle lights......
When you open your arms for me in the morning and say "Will you ........" my answer is 'YES', before your sentence is over. I spin the worlds where we could be together. I dreamed for you,
I have you cause for me imagination and desire has come to close holding each-others hand to make it true.
As I stand in the real time, still invisible, still afraid. I would ask you..........
"Will you light my candle ?"
"And pull my face ?"
"To erase the darkness and delve into the candle light, a burning flame me to you ?"
